Happy Birthday, my dear Best Friend!

I'm so blessed to have you in my life. You're the only one person who understands me. Thank you so much for being a friend! Happy 25th beeday, bff.

==iNtiM@te'S oN==

Just be happy coz' you are given 1 life to live :)

I don't go to those guys who are committed because that would cause chaos between them and I don't want to be the reason for their break ups. I am not a home breaker dude! Why indulge yourself into such relationship wherein you're still looking for another one? Damn that FRIENDSHIP reason!!! It does not make any sense... If you love your partner then be LOYAL to him/her... This site is not for you...

I am tired of being in love with someone who is committed but it ended up as a SHIT! Anyways, I just wanna be transparent to everyone that I am here for those who are singles alone...I can sense if a man is committed because I have been there and done that already. If you are objective is to unload yourself because your partner is not around, then GO TO HELL DUDE!!! You are not worth anything and most directly towards your PARTNER!!!

Sorry guys, I have been hurt and have hurt...Don't want to ruin anyone's lives...Let us be real..Let us know our boundaries and limitations...Clean your shit out and I'll do the same...

To the guys I have met in this site and have involved myself more than friendship...Thank you so much...I might hurt you or you hurt me but we need to end it WELL...We are just humans who commit mistake...I have learned my lesson so i am instilling this to the male world (M2M) that A LONG AND LASTING RELATIONSHIP also APPLIES TO US if WE ONLY KNOW HOW TO RESPECT, TRUST, BE LOYAL and LOVE OUR PARTNER...



This is Me :)
If you don't believe then let my mates attest for my being...

PINTAFLORES FESTIVAL 2008

See you next year for another gigantic fiesta celebration!

MY HOLLYWOOD'S SEXIEST

These are my FAVORITE HOLLYWOOD SEXIEST HUNKS. Enjoy!

Top 10 Highest Grossing Pinoy Movies of All Time

As of July 3, 2008, Star Cinema’s Sukob (2006) starring Kris Aquino and Claudine Barretto is still undisputed as the Top Grossing Filipino movie in history! Check out our exclusive Top 10 list of the highest grossing pinoy films of all time.


Top 10 Highest Grossing Pinoy Movies of All Time

1. Sukob (Star Cinema, 2006) - P186.41 Million
2. Ang Tanging Ina (Star Cinema, 2003) - P177.82 Million
3. Kasal, Kasali, Kasalo (Star Cinema, 2006) - P162.37 Million
4. One More Chance (Star Cinema, 2007) - P152.79 Million
5. Caregiver (Star Cinema, 2008) - P139.++ Million
6. A Love Story (Star Cinema, 2007) - P139.61 Million
7. Enteng Kabisote 3 (Octo Arts, 2006) - P128 Million
8. Sakal, Sakali, Saklolo (Star Cinema, 2007) - P122.90 Million
9. Isusumbong Kita Sa Tatay Ko (Star Cinema, 1997) - P104.00 Million
10. My Bestfriend’s Girlfriend (GMA/Regal, 2008) - P101.24 Million

Movies that almost made it:

Ouija (GMA/Viva, 2007) - P97.67 Million
Ang Cute ng Ina Mo (ABS-CBN/Viva, 2007) - P92.23 Million
Enteng Kabisote 4 (Octo Arts, 2007) - P91 Million

Note: Dubai, Feng Shui and Wag Kang Lilingon have no reported box office gross. This list will be updated once the figures of the said films are reported.

Credits: www.starmometer.com

I'm So Over YOU!

I’m in grief writing this. My tears are falling freely on my cheek and I couldn’t fake or even control them. It’s dreadful. A doom closure of what we had. For the past two months that we’re together, I never thought that we would end up tossing awful words. I’m not crying because I want you to stay. These tears represent how hurt I am that I want to smash your face. I’m so damn hurt…drained….upset. I wanna go somewhere where I could just breakdown and cry once and for all. This is not the way it should be. This isn’t what I want. I built my world with you ‘coz I thought you’re different. But you’re just like the rest…WORTHLESS! I’ve been true and roughly gave my all. I did my fair share. But why it should end up like this? It’s so unfair! Would it help if I just let myself drift into tears? Hell yah, no! You don’t deserve my tears. It’s absurd. I maybe so empty and feeling helpless, but I don’t want to hide on your shadows.

“I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry”

It ain’t easy. I’m so stupid and insane. But with all that I am, I’m not asking you to stay. This is what you want. I’ll never stand in your way ‘coz I wanna be free more than you do. I’ll be okay and I assure you that. If someday our paths would cross, I’ll just deal with it as if I don’t know you at all.

Sooner or later, I’ll be okay…I’m gonna be okay.

"LOVE ME OR HATE ME FOR WHAT I AM"

“If you can’t handle my worst, then you don’t deserve my best.”

Sixteen years before a new era in the history of man’s existence, sooner than the great countdown in Time Square hails for the 21st century, the world welcomed a new descendant of David - my nativity. Sanctified by the Most High, I grew up with my family like the other kids. It was a bountiful childhood. Though wasn’t perfect, I was molded to be the person that every family perceives. I lived my younger years the way every child ought to have. Spotted with likely acumens, I was an edge advance from being a typical adolescent. My excellence in school was a proof of my distinction.

As I turned out to be aware of my milieu, I slowly discerned that something didn’t fall on its status quo. People were laughing at me. They’re like “jealous monkeys” who enjoy hurting feelings of others when in fact they are the idiots of the world. But I guess it would be nicer if I’d just let them continue what they think is right than pleasing them because it’s never my cup-of-tea to please somebody. Ignoring all of these I thought would help me forget my anxieties. But the worst came to worst. My “identity” was uncertain. The dilemma was slowly killing me no matter how hard I tried believing that I was on the right track and denied that I was caught on the axis of a “no genetic preference”.

It was an epoch of bias. People of my brows would rather kill themselves than being feasted by the dreadful prejudice of the neighbors’ eyes. It was a doom! Every time I stepped my foot away from my niche, the fear of being typecasted from the “normal world” was like a clone that kept chasing my shadows. And I didn’t have a stomach to take their grudges. It was a total heck of paranoia!

When I started to accept my distinction, I soon uncovered my slot. It was a complicated trek but worthwhile. I finally found my world where I am wholeheartedly fitted. Just like yours, it isn’t perfect but we are living it the best way we can and every memories we have make it an ideal place to be. It is also the venue where I could even celebrate my imperfections inside and out – it’s my comfort zone.

With new things along my way, I met bunch of new friends and help me grasp more of life’s exquisiteness. I learned to divulge what my heart is pushing. But having all these never grow without impediments. After all, it’s part of man’s struggle for survival. You may not always understand some things that are happening to you, but it will help you grow. In my early mature life, I somehow understand what life means. I have my dreams to achieve and wishes to perhaps, turn them into a reality. It’s stupid but I’m taking it as a challenge.

By then, it turned out that something was missing in me. I was craving for someone who could love me without uncertainties. A person whom I could share my utmost triumphs and lend a hand when I’m on my lowest; somebody who could handle my worst and deserves my best; not only sharing victories with me but also my adversities. I have been into fancy relationships and there’s nothing to expect for. I would rather be single than be with someone only because of family and peer pressure. It’s absurd! But as what everybody says, love comes the least you expected. Someone came and responded my plea. He let me realized that it’s still great to love and be loved despite failures from the past. I knew then that someone above answered my prayers as He always does.


This is just but a new start. I know there’s more life could offer. Whatever will it be, I’m just so glad that I’m living the life I wanted. The future might be clear or vague for me, I think I’m ready to face it. It’s nice to know that in spite of countless mishaps, I’m still standing with my feet and continue to play my piece in this game called “LIFE”.


-xoxo-

THE MOST CELEBRATED LIGHTING OF THE OLYMPIC FLAME - BARCELONA 1992

Barcelona 1992 Olympic Flaming was definitely the best one then ever and still can't be transcended...either by originality or spectacular. Beiing's opening was one heck of a milestone from the usual lighting of the olympic flame. It seemed only chinese could understand the show. It was the most expensive and celebrated opening ceremony in Olympic History according to many critics..and it's a pride of the Asian countries.

But still, nothing beats the lighting of the olympic cauldron at barcelona 1992 olympic games.

credits from youtube (lu31582)

For My "Lost" Pals

Buds of taste…are you?

Change is the only eternal craze in the world. Sometimes, we can never notice how we are changed by people surrounding us. One day, you are just merely sitting on the corner of the bench, and whollah!…the next day, you are the superstar! Isn’t it a great feeling shifting from being a simple dupe to an outburst “stardom” persona? Hypocrisy aside, yeah it is! The limelight is very alluring. And believe me, it’s an ecstasy that you couldn’t resist!

We all live and die. People next to us come and go. Our friends might soon be gone but there are those who keep on track. The truth is, just when you thought you are with you’re most admired pal, the bitter he becomes. Is it really a change? Tell me! Though at the back of my mind says that you just prioritize what’s on your list now, but still it doesn’t convince me. It’s not!

I don’t just trash what we had in the past. In fact, I always treasure those sappy old memories. It was worth recalling. I still even fancy the times of good laughs and bad guffaws. The camaraderie will always leave a print no matter what and I desperately agree. But I’m really bothered why. You said you’re sorry ‘coz you forgot. Damn you! What a silly excuse! It sucks. I couldn’t even figure out that stupid defense. It’s beyond my comprehension.

I made this not to put an end to whatever we have. Still, no doors are closed but just momentarily dead bolted. It’s my way of expressing what my heart is crying out for so long. I was quite for a while but not until now. It may be ruthless but I guess it’s a better way to do. After all, I’m not a fake insect as others thought that I am. My stillness and your silence are obnoxious. This isn’t the way it should be. This ain’t us and it’s hurting me! 

If someone asks on the status quo of our friendship, I say it’s vague. I dunno when it will last. Not even a clue. I’m just embracing what fate is bringing me now.

Que sera sera, amigo!

I'M SORRY

After a while, I've learned the difference of holding a hand and falling in love.
Of a hug and the hug that gets tighter.
Of kisses that they don't always mean something.
Of people that they come and go even if I didn't want them to.
I've learned to let go of things even if it hurts me.
Life after all is full of surprises.

To the people who made my yesterdays cheerful,
Thank you so much for sharing your precious time with me.
Whatever happened in the past, my deepest apologies.
Maybe I was just too immature to handle obligations.

It's been a pleasure knowing you.
I still hope to see you very soon!

-same old buddy-

For My Baby

I’ve never been this happy in my life. I was the happiest person the day we became us. I lived and survived for the past 2 months because of you and I pray that we will last beyond what we have planned. Palangga, I’m not expecting for the best. All I want is to make the most for us every time we are together. I love you with all my heart and I promise to be there when you need me the most.

You don’t know how much you changed me. I am never the same person again because you taught me and make me feel how to love again when all things failed from the past. I love you so much and if there would be anything that I have to do to make you happy, I’ll be willing to do it. There’s no denying that with you, my life is wonderfully sweet and I mean it. I became sane and the person that I am because you are there for me. You take care of me and love me despite of my shortcomings and my immaturity. I can be the best person that I am because you showed me that life is more than just what I perceive it to be and you are the sole person why I enjoy life the most. You mean the world to me. Words would never be enough to tell you how much I love you. Without a doubt I love you so much and I’m very happy that I found you.

Whatever plans you have for us or whatever you aspire, I’m just here. Break a leg! I’m always here to support you. I know no other way than this. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, PALANGGA! HAPPY 2ND Monthsary!

-xoxo-

PS. credits from diggy&higgy

The Dance of My Life

At 23, life never fails me of giving such blow of surprises - the best and the beast. Though I’ve been into countless mishaps, I still strive and continue to fight in the game of life. After all, it is what we make it.

Life and fate can’t survive without the other. Just like coffee without sugar. And in every game, one will win and one will be defeated. It may be difficult to rise after a fall, but we need to fight and try again. Well, these are just clichés that inspire or might break us.

Having someone so special is such a great feeling and it makes every moment larger than life. Kisses and sweet words are the witnesses of a growing love. A passionate kiss defines the innermost feelings of both. Promises are made and unending “I love u”. These are great dynamics of being in love.

At the end of the day, we never can tell if it is a Cinderella ending. Nothing is really assured until proven. But somehow, life becomes more inspiring if you have someone who truly inspires you in every step of the way. And believe me, there’s no greater thing than the feeling of falling in love. It’s huge!

I love you so much and thank you for understanding my immaturity!

-Xoxo-