Buds of taste…are you?
Change is the only eternal craze in the world. Sometimes, we can never notice how we are changed by people surrounding us. One day, you are just merely sitting on the corner of the bench, and whollah!…the next day, you are the superstar! Isn’t it a great feeling shifting from being a simple dupe to an outburst “stardom” persona? Hypocrisy aside, yeah it is! The limelight is very alluring. And believe me, it’s an ecstasy that you couldn’t resist!
We all live and die. People next to us come and go. Our friends might soon be gone but there are those who keep on track. The truth is, just when you thought you are with you’re most admired pal, the bitter he becomes. Is it really a change? Tell me! Though at the back of my mind says that you just prioritize what’s on your list now, but still it doesn’t convince me. It’s not!
I don’t just trash what we had in the past. In fact, I always treasure those sappy old memories. It was worth recalling. I still even fancy the times of good laughs and bad guffaws. The camaraderie will always leave a print no matter what and I desperately agree. But I’m really bothered why. You said you’re sorry ‘coz you forgot. Damn you! What a silly excuse! It sucks. I couldn’t even figure out that stupid defense. It’s beyond my comprehension.
I made this not to put an end to whatever we have. Still, no doors are closed but just momentarily dead bolted. It’s my way of expressing what my heart is crying out for so long. I was quite for a while but not until now. It may be ruthless but I guess it’s a better way to do. After all, I’m not a fake insect as others thought that I am. My stillness and your silence are obnoxious. This isn’t the way it should be. This ain’t us and it’s hurting me!
If someone asks on the status quo of our friendship, I say it’s vague. I dunno when it will last. Not even a clue. I’m just embracing what fate is bringing me now.
Que sera sera, amigo!
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